In the course of writing three novels, there’s one practice I’ve found absolutely invaluable. In fact, it’s been transformative, not only boosting the quality and consistency of my writing, but helping to put the joy back into my storytelling.
It’s a simple enough practice. Even so, I didn’t get there without a fight.
At the time, I was failing miserably to complete my second novel, Dark Fire. Ensnared in creative fear, I was endlessly planning and plotting, trying to think my way through the story. When I did manage to get words onto screen I immediately judged them not good enough and reached for the backspace.
And so it went. For months. Then years.
Breaking point was messy, and forms part of a longer story. Suffice to say, I finally admitted I couldn’t go on this way. Either I found a radically different approach to this work, or I would have to stop writing altogether.
The second option was scarier than the first. So I set about overhauling every aspect of my creative work. This went deep, reaching into the very foundations of my lifestyle, my habits, and my outlook.
But one seemingly small change had a more profound effect than any other.
I turned off my computer, and started writing first drafts with pencil and paper.
Put like that it sounds like a simple transition. But like all habit changes, it threw up a great deal of resistance.
For months beforehand, I had the nagging suspicion that I should try writing freehand. Perhaps part of me was remembering my schooldays, scribbling stories for fun. Or my travels in South America – filling journal after journal, fervently recounting vivid experience.
But some rebel part of me didn’t want to listen. What did it matter how I wrote my fiction – getting the words down was all that mattered. Surely the only difference is that a word processor is quicker. Words written longhand need to be transcribed later. My novel was already years behind schedule – could I really afford this extra layer of time-consuming labour?
And so I waged this new inner war. I wrote a scene with pencil and paper and it seemed to offer something different and exciting – then got frustrated when I had to go back to type it up. Shouldn’t I be building momentum by drafting the next bit straight onto screen? I went back and forth, one day thrilled by the freedom of freehand – the next retreating to old habits, and the seeming efficiency of the machine.
I sought allies for this fight, trawling articles in books and online, collecting testimonies from dozens of writers who swear by writing freehand.
“I love walking into my office with no electronics, no distractions. Just slippers on my feet, tea on the desk, and a story in my fingers.” Newbery Medal winner Kelly Barnhill
“Writing longhand let my hand and my brain breathe a little easier…I felt more connected to the words I was writing…more present in ever sense.” Steve Brezenoff, author of the Ravens Pass series
“More and more, I find myself turning all the way on only when the machines are turned off.” Novelist and short story writer Joe Hill
Finally, faced with this onslaught, the rebel part of me surrendered. I finally and fully admitted that writing freehand drafts is the superior method.
Because make no mistake, there is a difference. For any writers out there who habitually write on computer, I urge you to try it. Picking up a pen or pencil, you immediately feel less encumbered. Making marks on paper is freeing, more joyful, and ultimately more productive.
Some of this is explicable. Whatever you put on paper stays on paper. Even if you reject a word, or a sentence, and immediately put a line through it, the text still exists. You can see your working underneath. There is something wonderfully organic about this. All those crossed out words and annotations and sketches become part of the process – part of the evolution of the story you're trying to tell. They are signposts leading you to future, better drafts; they give you a sense you are getting somewhere, no matter how rocky and winding the path.
A word processor is more clinical, more cynical, and more cutthroat. It obliterates marks of progress and obscures the road travelled. If you’re not careful, in a fit of pique, you can delete whole paragraphs. And when they’re gone they leave behind only a white screen.
This matters not because they were good words, necessarily, but because they were scaffolding. And now that scaffolding has been pulled down. It’s the difference between making a mistake and learning from it, and making that mistake and wiping it from your memory, dooming you to repeat the same error again and again.
There are days, writing with pencil and paper, when my pages are a mess of deletions and annotations and notes in the margins. But somehow that’s okay. I take one last look at what I’ve produced, and know it was necessary – that this chaos of scribbles is a sign that something is taking shape. Walking away from a blank screen is infinitely more dispiriting.
But there are deeper, more potent reasons for drafting freehand. They stray towards the mystical. Stories summon themselves from the deep psyche, or seep out of the Earth, or emerge from the collective consciousness. The storyteller is merely the conduit, trying to divine these stories and give them written form. The reader receives the words in turn, and does the hard imaginative work of turning them into breathing characters and living worlds.
These channels of transmission are easily blocked. Some blockages (an open web page; fear) are fatal. They clog the arteries and stop the story’s heart.
But anything placed between the author and the page, or the reader and the words, can stem the flow. A computer (even one that’s disconnected from the internet) is one such impediment. The screen with its backlit glaring stare, daring you to fail. Word processing software, with its blinking impatient cursor, its scalding squiggles of faulty grammar. All this stands sentry between you and the story you need to tell.
Picking up a pencil, making your mark, feels so much more direct. The distance closes, somehow, between the story forming in your mind’s eye, and the words appearing in black and white. As your hand sweeps across the page (rather than jerking staccato across the keys), it is that much easier to lose yourself in your story world.
I was concerned that writing freehand would cause more delay. But even that turned out to be groundless. Something about writing with pencil and paper encourages you to keep moving forwards. So even if you do write more slowly, you end up making steadier progress.
At least, it certainly worked that way for me. My difficult second novel, Dark Fire, is now finished and out in the world. I’ve also completed a third book, Wildwood Rising, which will be published in May next year. This creative recovery relied on my changing a great many habits. But none were more powerful than drafting freehand.
How about you? Do you write best on computer, or with pen and paper? Let us know in the comments, or send me a message.
Thanks for being here – and happy writing!
Tim
P.S. If you enjoyed this article, here’s a sequel of sorts:
P.P.S. Here at Wildwood Rising, I intend to share all the practices that unlocked my storytelling and helped my writing flourish. I’ll be creating a growing library of resources, including meditations, rituals and reflections, all intended to feed the creative mind. Sign up to make sure you receive it all direct to your inbox!
P.P.P.S. Don’t forget to check out the start of the Blind Bowman trilogy, Shadow of the Wolf, which SFX Magazine called “wild, weird and wonderful,” and bestselling author Sally Green pronounced her “favourite book of the year.”
Great post! Found you on Simon K. Jones interview post and wanted to swing by for a gander. Very inspirational, the fact that you had extreme writer’s block and now 3 novels releasing in the span of a year. It gives me hope for my novel which I’m (finally) almost finished editing after originally writing it during my first NaNoWriMo event back in 2009—15 years ago!
A writing querry for you: Many of the books and articles I read are mainly based on writing books, but hardly any address the EDITING aspects. For me, I wrote the majority of my novel in the required 30 days of the NaNoWriMo competition. The story wasn’t complete until 2015, when I came back to it and finished the story in around a month. Since then, I’ve been on-and-off editing the novel. So the editing has lasted 1,000x longer than the actual writing!
So here’s my question: After your epic writer’s block, and after completing the re-/writing of your three novels, how did you get through the editing stages/phases? I’m looking to 80/20 my editing so I can move on to finally writing the sequels to this novel, similar to how you’ve done with your own trilogy. Any help and advice in your own process of finishing your series is much appreciated.
Thanks.
Just today I was thinking of writing a similar post to this at some point. I don't want to say that you "stole my thunder," but you certainly hit the nail on the head when it comes to getting into the groove for writing when you go back to basics on pen and paper.
One of Stephen King's quotes on writing that resonates with me is when he refers to it as "self-hypnosis." In your article, you bring up how there is a "mystical" feeling with drafting by hand that cannot be replicated on the screen. Even if I'm working on a machine where I've minimized as many distractions as possible, it's still a gateway to procrastination and convenience. With a simple pen and paper, achieving that trance is far easier as your brain works in tandem with the movement of your hands.
Over the past year, I've also been returning to writing by hand and have noticed its effects on my process in general. It feels more soothing and is in some ways even more convenient than screens as I can just take out my pocket journal and start scribbling wherever I am without having to unlock it or sift through apps and notifications. To me, it feels more like how writing should work as a craft; handwriting seemingly isn't as valued anymore even though at one point all children were expected to learn how to shape letters and words like how a carpenter shapes wood or a smith iron.
I think I will give my thoughts on handwriting in some future post, but I am at least happy this sentiment is shared!